What would you think if a said...?

I'm gay and I am still very much a Christian. I used to hate myself, and think "why am I gay? Why can't I change?" Then finally I got fed up with trying to change myself and fail, so I said "God, you made me gay, so where ever my life leads me I'll follow you. Whether you decide to make me straight, or keep me gay I'll still follow you." the moment I did this I felt sooo much better and I knew that everything was right and this was what god wanted from me all along, and I just started to cry and listen to worship music and thank god for everything. This was last November and I've been even closer to god still, I worship him every night and he is continually reveling wisdom to me. I know that god loves everyone, he doesn't make rules so that we are prisoners, he makes them to protect us and so we can obey him and prove that we're good listeners and that we love him back. But we can't be perfect, so he sent Jesus to provide leniency so that we can live for him and try to better ourselves as much as possible. Rules are made with different reasons, but the reason for rules is so we can be closer to god, so when a rule gets in the way of our relationship with god all we have to do is ask for the leniency that was already given. John 3:16 "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten son that whosoever believes in him shall not perish, but have everlasting life." I really hope this helps people, it's not about going to church or being perfect, it's about the love of a father who's adopted children are lost, so he sent his only biological son to show then the way back, even though he knew we would kill his son. Just put yourself in his shoes and imagine the love he had to do that.